*bEyoNd scRiBbLe*

I was hoping to do something special today. Class finished at 12, so I decided to watch the 1 litre of tears movie afterwards.

The movie was not so much special. Mostly were flashbacks, and even Erika Sawajiri was not acting out anything new in that movie.. (well.. duh~ according to the story, she died 5 years ago..)

Anyway, there were flashbacks after flashbacks of the struggle Aya went through; when Asou-kun (who is now a doctor) telling his patient about Aya and how amazing she was. It was nothing new, but still.. I CRIED.. i cried so hard that my cheeks are still hurting.. and my eyes are pretty sore at the moment. The movie was to me.. a recap to the whole series.. And remembering every tiny little detail was a heartache.. It made me cry.. it made me weep.. it made me so sad that I want the ending to change.. (please someone.. find a cure for Aya-Nee)

So then, I wanted to find anything else related to the story.. I somehow find it hard to let go.. While searching, I came across Kitou Aya’s diary.. the real diary.. the published diary.. but then.. it was in Japanese.. no published english translation yet.. *aaaa.. so sad*
But I don’t want to give up just yet.. And I came across this.  It was a xanga site.. where 2 girls are trying to help everyone realise what Aya is really going through.. They so much wanted the world to know that they find time to translate the diary. And i am really thankful that they actually did that..
Thank you Pye and Kiwi.. \(^_^)?

But please, if anyone by any chance.. know that the diary is published somewhere.. in a language that i can understand.. please let me know..